Memories of my dad

The phone rang it was 8pm and it was my dad.He said do not worry I am ok I will be home in about an hour, he said I love you and I said I love you too. That was going to be the last time I saw him. The phone rang at 10:30 my husband picked up the phone and When he hung up, my husband said do u trust me? I said of course, 13 years with a man that has only love me and comforted me, so he took me to my moms who I'm so,grateful lives very close...a little while passed my moms phone rang she hung up and said it is over.

That moment in time would change my life and me forever. It's almost a year that my has passed and my heart and head feel pain, sadness and miss him terribly. 

He was 73 years old. He did live a good life and did the best he can. I think that's all we can do.

When I look in the mirror I see my fathers eyes ...I see my long legs that I get from him and his outgoing personality is me to the tee..I was his mini me.

I was told I am never alone but I'm so confused on what is and what isnt.

I am trying to move forward with my life, but there isn't a day I do not miss or think about my dad..He really was my best friend. We traveled for business together and have some great memories of growing up with my dad as I was daddy's lil,girl....

i look in the mirror and I also see his eyes and I hear him in my head as well...

My cheering section my number one fan, he was a great man

so sad he is no longer hear, coming up on the first year

I say this, I will always remember you and all our memories over 46 years

forever in my heart❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

 

 

 

 

 

 

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.I am a white female 47 years old and suffer from depression and anxiety. I have had three right hip replacements due to infection at 18 months old I just had my world turn upside having my dad pass away 8/9/2015 He called me at 8 pm we said we love each other n that was my last Time I spoke to him... I love to write poetry and advice for the grieving
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