During the holidays my wife and I were having a discussion about our Being With Grief meetup group. We started this group over a year ago and now have over 60 members. That number tells us there are a lot of people out there who recognize that they are suffering and grieving for one reason or another. Yet, only a handful of those people actually show up at each meeting.
Today I will stand tail and remember all our good times
we have shared...Your life was my life and my life was your life as we were one...
I was your mini me, your daughter, your best friend
i will honor you until the end
Time goes by so fast
making my memories hard to last
I miss you dad, I really do
I have to push every day to get through
This is my art work
that I work on everyday.
i also write in a journal
to make things ok
no matter what's happening
I must center and pray
That no matter what
tomorrow is a brand new day
Thank you For listening and here my cries
Nobody knows how I feel inside
only me, which can be frightening at times
It's almost a year, that you are no longer here
it feels empty with out you.
I want to live my life guilt free and
know I did all I could do
It wasn't up to me
I had no comtrol
you leaving this earth
Its almost a year and
it still hurts
I can't believe it's almost a year
that you are no longer here
The phone rang it was 8pm and it was my dad.He said do not worry I am ok I will be home in about an hour, he said I love you and I said I love you too. That was going to be the last time I saw him. The phone rang at 10:30 my husband picked up the phone and When he hung up, my husband said do u trust me?
To The Distant Shore of Lake Grief
#8… After observing a fisherman launch a second stick of dynamite into the lake, the game warden started his engine and shot across the water to make the arrest. “He yelled on his bullhorn, “Stay where you are. I am a conservation officer, and you are under arrest.”