lhewett01

Member for

8 years 10 months

My life is no longer what I made it. My life is now what was given to me. I am a mother of three beautiful, sweet, smart, talented, loving children until September 6, 2014. My oldest daughter, Olivia 20 years old took her life. My world ended. I struggle to do the smallest things now. I struggle to be a mother who is not consumed with my fallen angel. I was once young, full of life, funny, outgoing, but she is no where to be found. I have been replaced by a nervous, sad, woman who does not shower often and is afraid to leave home. The friends I have had for many years I no longer answer their calls. My world is no longer a happy place and I feel guilty for even smiling at times. How can I? My daughter is gone, and I miss her more than anything in this world.

Lori

Hewett