The Storm

The Storm 

As the thunder rolled and signaled danger,

we kept fighting our way through

the confusing maze of gathered facts,

disappointments, setbacks, and fear.

As you disappeared inch by inch, pound by pound,

I averted my eyes to avoid what I was seeing.

And closed my ears to what I was hearing.

Your lovely smile was fading and

your magnificent presence was disappearing

in the mist of our denial.

 

Then, lightning struck!

It was sharp and jagged

It crackled and tormented our very beings!

We ran for cover, seeking protection from

the onslaught to come.

But,  there was nowhere left to hide.

 

The zig-zag of harsh light

made us open our eyes, our souls,

to the understanding

 that we had finally run out of time.

Frightened, yet quietly relieved,

we surrendered to the inevitable.

 

After the storm, your spirit was gently released.

And, for you my darling,

the rainbow beckoned and a new passage began.

Our journey together came to its end.

As “we” ceased to be an “us

I was left waiting for the clouds to retreat

and for a sliver of hope to emerge.

For now, there is a deafening silence.

 

 

With love to my husband Martin Rund

who passed away on February 11th, 2009

written by Laurel Rund on 4.12.09

About the Author
About Laurel D. Rund My passion for words and art emerged in 2009 when an insightful grief counselor introduced me to Expressive Arts therapy after the death of my husband of 42 years. Though it may seem difficult to imagine, such a tender and emotionally charged time can also be filled with a sense of self-awareness and personal transformation. With nothing to lose, I jumped right in. Sometimes the artwork came first, acting as a catalyst for my poetry, and at other times, my poetry inspired me to create a piece of story art. All of these endeavors helped soothe my wounds and put me on a path towards healing and renewal. As a writer and an artist, I have successfully published my first book “Emerging Voices” which is a personal story about grief and loss healed through words, art and journaling. Several of my articles and stories have been published by the Open to Hope Foundation, Author’s Den, Baby Boomer Women and More.com and can be found on my website EssenceofLaurel.com. In addition, my book, artwork and notecards are being shown and at art shows, shops, and can be found on the Fine Art America site. As I have evolved, so has my artwork and writing into “story art.” It is my new playground, a reflection of my spirit and my life’s journey. For me, as Vivian Green so poignantly said: “Life’s not about waiting for the storm to pass. It’s about learning to dance in the rain!”
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