A piece of me

Everyday I wake up

I open my eyes

there are times, I feel very sad

there are times I feel very blue

who can blame me? I really miss you

the hurt, the pain, the reality of it all

can be just too much to handle 

especially when you have been here before

when I wake up

and open my eyes

thats when I start to realize

I want to start to take care of me

I want to make a destiny 

All I ever needed and wanted was there the whole time

right there in front of my face and in my mind

It was an image that I could see

that image was looking back at me

I was looking in the mirror and all I could see 

Was this big girl now was once lil ole me....

Now I wait it's almost a year 

That you are gone and no longer here

I am sending a letter tied to a balloon

wanting for you to receive it hopefull, soon

I hope it makes it there and you see it's from me

we also have a donation in Isreal, a tree

Its in Your honor of you and your name

My life will never ever be the same

RIP DAD11/14/41- 8/9/15