
More weeks have past
Since I last saw your face.
Still at home
All I do is ....pace.
My biggest challenge
Is getting through a day
Every moment I think of you
I just want to say.
Thursdays are hard
I feel the countdown begin
To when I loose you
All over again.
How do I cope
When celebrations are to be had?
How do I smile
When I feel bad?
How are we to be normal
And do what we did?
How do we do anything
Now without our kid?
I beg for signs
How to make it through?
After lots of crying
And thinking of you.
Thank you dear son
For sending me one.
Giving me strength...
I miss you a TON!