Time passes you by

As time passes by, you can almost catch your self feeling as if your slipping away.But it takes inner strength and faith to keep you connected. One truly relates to pain or a loss so differently, while others seem to glance at a watch and say " it's been long enough". I know emotions surface during anniversary dates that we just don't want to remember.  But without thought or glancing at a calendar, you've realized the day is upon us. I find some days I visit, I just sit and think while other days I just lay there to be closer. Without even thinking or looking at time, it doesn't matter how long it hurts, it doesn't matter how long it's been and it doesn't matter if your heart still hurts and tears flow because no one can feel what a Mother's pain feels like unless you've experienced the loss. So even though Days, Hours and Months have passed is still is your own pain and there will always be a part of you missing. While we set out to help go forward,  nothing stays the same as time passes by.