Healing Energy - How the holistic healing practice of Reiki helped one man through the grieving process
At the time of my mother’s death I’d been in the social work field for over a decade. I’ve always been drawn to service. Prior to my mother’s passing away, I didn’t spend that much time with her. In a way, even before she died I was already grieving her loss. This might have been part of the reason social service called to me, as a way to give others what I never got. This has always been something of a spiritual journey for me, a process of finding my place. My spiritual mentor was a man named Brian Brunius, a Usai Reiki Master. I’d been working with him on prayer, meditation, ways to handle grief — partly for myself, but also to inform my social services training, my ability to give back.
Well, this is not an easy task. There’s a lot of stress and intensity, and I started experiencing burnout. Physical ailments due to high and consistent levels of stress. Then, on the plane flying back home to New York from a visit with my girlfriend, I received a phone call — my mom had been hit by a car. I didn’t know how serious it was. It was just this anonymous call from some doctor. She was in a coma and she wouldn’t live through the night. By the time I arrived in my hometown, her condition had improved, relatively — she might not have died, but if she’d survived she would have been brain dead, totally paralyzed. But my family had made the decision to pull the plug on her. She was already dead when I got to the hospital.
So, now I was back at home, experiencing all these emotions, these stresses, this loss that didn’t make any sense, and I sent an e-mail to Brian, my spiritual mentor, who was in India at the time, and he said that he would send me Reiki. Brian had told me about this before, had suggested that I take his class, but I was always skeptical. He swore by it, but I was never convinced. But that evening, after he told me that he would send me Reiki, I experienced this sudden wave of calmness. This feeling of becoming centered, like knowing everything was gonna be okay, and all of my responsibilities, dealing with my family, worrying about who’s gonna pay for what — all of that became secondary.That was Brian’s Reiki. You can relate it to yoga, to that feeling after a really good yoga session when you’re in corpse pose, when you’ve achieved that feeling of complete peace and relaxation. It comes from without and it comes from within. It’s a falling into yourself.
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