It's Thursday again...

Posted by Zell on September 25, 2014 at 5:30amView Blog

22 weeks today.  My darling, my honey, my angel. 22 weeks since I have seen your handsome face, your warm smile and felt the thrill of your touch and firm, reassuring hug. The last gentle kiss in my neck that morning before I left for work. 22 weeks since you whispered: "I am here if you need me, I'm not going anywhere..."

22 : a significant number.  For 22 months you were my heaven on earth.  I fear the passing of time.  I fear the day that the length of time that I have been without you exceeds that length of time we were together.

Next June 20th I will be the same age as you were when you left this earth.  I do not want to be older than you - it doesn't seem right.

Yet, part of me also rejoices in the passing of time, because every day that passes is another tick off the calendar of my appointed life-span: another day closer to be reunited with you.

I do not know how long I have to wait.  That is the hardest part of this, but I do know that today I am another day closer to being with you again. 

All my love eternally

Zell xxxx