Is There Still Good Out There For Me?

When we experience something good, it seems to be human nature to try and duplicate it.

“Last time it was wonderful. I’m going to do it the same way again!”

“God answered my prayer when I prayed that way. I’ve found the secret. I’m going to pray like that every time!”

“It was awesome the last time we did that. So we’ve planned to do it again!”

We do the same thing. We expect the same wonderful result, only to discover that some blessings are so special they can’t be produced – no matter how hard we try.

And when we lose something wonderful (by which we usually mean someone wonderful), it can throw us in an emotional pit.

We Want What We Had

We want what we had, but it’s gone.

“Bill and I understood each other. We could just look at each other and know. How am I ever going to find that again?” Sarah sighed, rolling her eyes.

Sarah’s communication with her spouse was special and unique. Over time, she got used to that marital mental telepathy – where you understand each other without having to say a word.

For example, you remember that look in your loved one’s eyes. That smile. The immediate and intimate understanding. You just knew.

We Need That Heart-Connection

Sometimes that emotional understanding is immediate and almost mysterious. Other times, it’s a skill years, perhaps decades in the making.

Intimate heart-connection is wonderful to have and awful to lose.

The people you’ve lost were each one-of-a-kind. What you had was unique and special. You may find such understanding again, but it will be different.

Here’s a related grief affirmation:

“We were so good, I want that again. But I know it will be different.” 

We miss what was good. The love we experience in relationships is unique to that relationship. No other love will be exactly like it.

But there is still good out there for you. It may not be in the same form and may not come in the same way. It will be its own unique blessing.

Keep Your Eyes Open

Appreciate the goodness of the past. You won’t be able to duplicate it. But keep your eyes open for good coming down the road ahead.

You will see it when you’re ready.

Adapted from the bestselling Heartbroken: Healing from the Loss of a Spouse (USA Best Books Awards Finalist, National Indie Excellence Book Award Finalist).