Pretend

How do I over come this sadness within or begin to laugh again?
I dread each day, there's nothing there.
I find it hard to even care.
I only have pictures now
A frozen memory in time.
They remind me of how it was when you were here
and things were fine
My friends all tell me I'll be alright
I will have to pretend the rest of my life
pretend everythings is alright
Cause without you here
theres only tears
never alright not for a million years
I use to be afraid to die
but now I look forward to it
If everything is not what they say
after death is all a lie
and I don't ever see you again
I just cease to exsist
I guess thats better than feeling all of this
We are born to die and thats no lie                                                                          My love for you Robert will never end.