My Mother's Day

On Mother's Day I miss my son.

Yet I look up into the sky and feel him smiling down on me.

 

On Mother's Day other mothers are accepting handmade gifts from their children

When I bask in the glow of my son's bravery.

 

On Mother's Day some mothers are having breakfast in bed.

I wake up next to my husband who thinks I am the best mommy ever!

 

On Mother's Day I miss having the duties of a mommy.

Yet my duty is to spread his story and his inspiration every chance I get.

 

Where Are My Loved Ones Now?

Something I get asked often by those who are bereaved, like you, like me is "Where are my loved ones now?" "Are they safe?" "Are they happy?" "Will I see them again?"

 

I believe they are and you will, but what I believe doesn't matter, it's what you believe. It's your belief alone that ultimately is going to answer those questions for you.

 

You might be scrambling about in the dark right now wondering what you do think about life after death. You will no doubt fall into one of these categories:


My Fathers Grief

I wish I could say "I knew my father" I did not but I did know his pain, I knew that pain all too well.  It took over his life ran his world, you see my mom died when I was 9 years old leaving behind a husband and 4 children 11,9,7 and 2.  When mom died in essense dad died also.  At least the part of him that was rationale and tender,loving.  He never spoke of my mother again nope not once she was just gone from our lives forever.  And dad his life after that was full of fear and anger and harshness.  By all outward appearances it seemed as if he

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Marys Poem

My Sweet Mary

I could search the whole world through

And never feel more love than I felt from you

Such a sweet and perfect child

Always here to make us smile

 

You had such a sweet sweet spirit

What a lonely world without you in it

I do not know why you had to go

I miss you more than anyone can know

For in my heart is a huge huge hole

 

And nothing else can take your place

And nothing will make your memories erase

I don’t know how I will go on

I miss your smile and your song

 

A Lifetime Of Loss

We have all experienced loss in one form of another, and it is a painful journey that takes a lifetime to learn to live life with.  There is hope always remember that in your darkest hours there is always hope.   I experienced my first loss at the age of 9 when my mother passed away.  I always thought that was the worst thing that could happen.  I can remember many times cleaning my house as an adult and still the tears would fall like rain because I missed my mom so much.  I always thought nothing worse could happen to me that growing up without my mom meant t