Angry!!!!!

I sit here alone everyday
and think about why you were taken away
I dread each day without you here
I find it hard to even care
I want to shout
I want to scream
Why did you take my son from me???
I can't believe such pain exists
Reality you make me sick
All of the sudden it all sinks in
I want him back
I hate this life
You set us up so we can die
You take our loved ones
one by one
as we stand by and say Good-bye
Through it all there is no calm, Our hope is gone
and now they say we must move on
We do move on
We have no choice
In this matter we have no voice
In our heads uncertainty
Our hearts broken in two
What comes next??
after all this pain
Is there life after death?
We don't know, were hoping so
or do we just cease to exist?