Almost A Year

It's almost a year, that you are no longer here

it feels empty with out you.

I want to live my life guilt free and

know I did all I could do

It wasn't up to me 

I had no comtrol

you leaving this earth

Its almost a year and

it still hurts 

I can't believe it's almost a year

that you are no longer here

I miss you so much, it hurts inside 

it still feels like part of me died

without you here It makes me blue

I don't think I ever loved someone as much as I loved you

you were  my dad, my hero, my number one

i was your lil girl and we had a lot of fun

i have great memories to hold on to

my heart still aches and my eyes still tear

its almost time and oh so near

that it is so different without you here

i need to find some of my inner soul

to write your letter and truth be told

you are gone, no longer here

today I recognize your first year

of you not longer being here

RIP DAD

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