The day my heart broke.......

Today 365 days ago my world stopped spinning,
Your life ended when it was barely beginning. 
Today is one I wish to have no part of,
This is when I lost my first true love.
366 days before this one,
I had you in my arms kissing and loving you Son.
My heart has an open wound still,
Pain and guilt is how I feel. 
Empty and broken to add a few,
Our world isn't the same without you. 
Your presence here was loved and is missed,
I just wish one last time your cheeks I could have kissed.
As I sit hear in our quiet house alone,
Because without you this is definitely no home.
I never stopped missing you the tears never end,
You were my baby my very best friend.
Mommy misses you more than they know,
She would scare them if how much she really did show.
My heart has been broken beyond repair,
It was no joke when they say life is not fair.
To heaven you went from which you came,
With you gone happy doesn't feel quite the same. 
I miss you baby I'm lost without you,
Happiness is something I only knew.
I love you baby I know you feel it,
I wish you were here so I could still show it.
I want you to know no matter how long,
I will still sing to you our special song.
You will always be my little star,
No matter where or how far you are.