miss you

I often wonder where you are

can you hear me from afar 

there is nothing to gain from your loss in my eyes

others are quick to judge but they've got a grudge

people don't know the feeling of grief if they have not experienced it

how do they know if they never felt it

for me it was and is life changing 

I try not to go back to that day

i do my best to look the other way

for me to be happy

and for all my dreams come true

that is what you would want me to do

i know this because I'm your mini me

always for now and eternity

I miss you dad