I grieve when I am sleeping.
I grieve when I am awake.
I grieve when I am driving.
I grieve when I do bake.
I grieve when I am shopping.
I grieve while in the shower
Yes Its fair to say
 I feel I have no power.
 
I grieve for  you everywhere
As you are all that I see
Its more difficult as time goes on
Its hard to just 
BE. 
 
 
Alex Rodriguez  is  a wife and mother of 3 boys  and  life long resident of Mill Valley, CA. 
She lost her 2nd born son Steven (19) to a very rare brain cancer on 10/17/13. One of 30 documented of adult AT/RT. One of 5 documented  cases side effects of chemotherapy called neutropenic gastritis. He was diagnosed May 15, 2013. After suffering uncontrolled headaches for a period of a few weeks and being misdiagnosed as  - Wisdom Teeth, Whip lash, dehydration, Poor Diet, and being told by a doctor after doing a neurology exam (sans CT/MRI) "Good news is you don't have a brain tumor".. It was found that he indeed did have a 7cm brain tumor located on his right frontal lobe.   After Emergency Craniotomy partial resection , and 121 Days of Inpatient Care of aggressive Chemotherapy (  exploding his tumor) and radiation- his hard fought battle was lost.  But not without displaying courage and positiveness and a thirst for life. He was Given 2 options to return home if he had enough.. he continued to fight and would never give up .. as in his words - Even though it "sucked" …he was happy to just be alive.   This is my journey as a grieving mother.   Steven is survived by Alex,  his father, Rafael and 2 brothers Michael (22) and Matthew (13) 
 
  
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