So much confusion
I don't know where to turn.
I once had a love
who now resides in Heaven.
I thought,
"I don't want to give my heart again
and go through this deep agonzing pain."
But, then
there is the intense loneliness.
The craving for a human touch
another human voice.
Someone to share life with again.
It does not mean I don't love my lost one any less,
it is just a lonely road to walk down
with only myself for company.
Is it wrong to feel this?
Would my loved one understand?
So much turmoil....