Time Changes Nothing

166 days since I last spoke or saw you.

Death changes everything.

Time changes nothing.

I miss the sound of your voice.

I miss our conversations and your advice.

Small decisions are now hard.

I miss your presence, your touch.

I miss making new memories and sharing old ones.

I am angry about the loss of our dreams and future.

I miss everything about you.

You, our children and our families were all cheated.

Every experience that the children and I have is a "First" since your death.

We will feel this way for the rest of our days on earth.

Time changes absolutely nothing, I miss you as much today as the day you went missing.

About the Author
My soulmate died unexpectedly on November 6, 2015. We always wanted to spend our lives with him, instead he spent his entire life with us. I am a wife (now a widow) of the most amazing man. I am a mother of three strong courageous children. Never, in a million years did I imagine I would start a blog to share our feelings of grief and despair which were caused by my husbands unexpected death. Our lives are shattered- yet will remain strong, for we are the “5pack” as he called us.
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