Suffocating In Grief

Suffocating in grief.

There comes a time when you are faced with the most simplistic and most challenging decisions of your life.

When grief has become so complicated with overtones of how sweet peace would look like in the stillness of the darkest black you ever saw.... defeat rears it's ugly truth blinding you from the light.....death.  

Death Is but within reach. Maybe the light is just on the otherside of death. Maybe the light will appear as death dissolves from its constant push to release the pain that is unbearable, unspeakable. 

To live or die. That is the choice when faced with such pain that is so strong it tears you to shreds. This pain is so deep within your soul that it no longer has words to describe  the abyss of darkness your tumbling and falling through. 

Your only hope is for some-thing or some-one to reach through to your very center, your very core and pull you through the denses  fog of the subconscious to where you once belonged, to where things made sense. To when you were happy.