Please take your eyes and focus them on the beauty that is all around you. You are not alone. You are not without them. They are with you and watching over you in all that you do from Heaven. Heaven is not as far away as you think. It is not past the moon and stars. You do not need a rocket ship to get to them.
I will not lay in bed and weep for you
You never liked to see me cry
One year ago
One year ago they took you away
And told me I could no longer hold you
One year ago the darkness set in
And I have been searching for light again
One year ago your sister lost her best friend
And prays for your return each night
One year ago we held each other tight
And prayed for an end in sight
The key thing that keeps me “going” and hanging on by my fingertips is to keep on clinging to God and the promise of reunion one day. There are no satisfactory answers to why we are left behind and why our lives are torn apart in such cruel ways.
It always hits me when I least expect it....in the most unpleasant ways. That's not exactly true: i try very hard to not think about it, so as not to expect it- but normally anxiety grips me WHEN expected. The drive home from work,for example. Just about every night.
When Daniel died, I wanted more. More smiles, more birthdays, more words, more experiences. Like any mom, I wanted my child to have a full and healthy life.
I don't understand. And yet I do. Maybe I never will. I just don't know anymore. The pain of losing a parent is tough but you must get through it.
by: Marjorie May Pearson
Her rose has turned to white,
My mom she’s nowhere in sight.
She lost the battle she fought
She’s gone where she ought.
She was lifted
By Him and gifted
Dancing in heaven
She passed away February eleven
Singing with the angels choir
Sometimes I hear her
“Praise Him, Praise Him
One day after my sweet mommy passed away I found myself questioning why I was happy? Why was God allowing me to move on after my moms death? No, I said I refuse to have joy in my heart. I need to remain in my pain so she knows that I love her and that she could never be replaced.
Forever… Everlasting
No more troubles… no more tears
No more fright… no more fears
