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These Three Weeks ...

Coping with sudden death

The phone call and knock on the door

we said our love was everlasting
but now your gone
i cant touch you
i cant kiss you

my love for you is everlasting
i can feel you
i can talk to you

our love is everlasting

Nothing takes away the sadness of the heart. Not time or good intentions or kind words. The deep sorrow has become a part of everyday life. Always felt as the seconds tick by and become days, months. One learns to live with what we have been given, but it does not ease the ache of loss. The sharp edges dull as time marches on.

My normal took an ugly turn, the day you left my side.
For on that day, along with you, our future also died.
We had great plans and dreams, as I'm sure all couples do.
But planning your Memorial, is all I got to do.
Gone are the plans of trips, and laughs ,and lots more times together.
Yet always, are you in my heart, and will remain
Forever!

Here's to our Date

Sometimes I sit and wonder how I'll make it through the day.
Yet never in a million years, would I expect you'd want to stay.

I know the place you're in far outweighs this place.
But I can't begin to tell you how I long to see your face.

Dearest Bryan,

I can’t tell you how many times I have referred to this verse when my grief has paralyzed my body. I cling to His promise and pray for divine understanding.  I’ve taken a few weeks off from writing, because in all honestly I had nothing positive to write.

I know for me, it has been a long road and the Journeys is not over. While still feeling as if I don't know where I belong.  You don't really realize your alone till time passes you by and your not as numb but  after loosing someone so close to you can cause you to feel such a void inside.