For Mariah

Four years since we lost you…how can that be?
In some ways it seems like yesterday, and in others time has stretched endlessly.
I still think of you every minute of every day. I still miss you more than words can say.
I know you are in a beautiful place. But you should be here...with us…Mariah Nevaeh Case.

Not Simply Dying

I have to be honest...the day that the Doctor told me that my Mom would live a year or less I became consumed with her death. Every waking moment inside or outside of the hospital it was all I could think about. I made it my goal to educate myself as much as I could about her condition which was very rare.