I couldn’t fix you

I’ve become so damn exhausted, and I don’t know if it’s from not sleeping or if it’s because I miss you so bad, because before you left was the last full 8 of hours of rest that I had.

Now I stay up until the sun begins to rise,  and until the birds start to chirp, because it’s hard to lie still with all of this hurt.

Healing after Child Loss

Life, at least my life, isn’t about me fixing “me”. There are just some things that life throws our way that cannot be fixed, no matter how hard you try.  Life, though, as painful as those unexpected things it tosses our way is about finding yourself.  But for me, it's was finding myself in the present.