Time or Distance

Days go by and moments pass,
Like clockwork or sand through and hour glass.
There is no going back or changing time,
This mountain of grief is a very steep climb.
Days like today just intensify the pain,
My world as I know it will never be the same.
As today would have marked another month older,

December 14, 2015

 

When our plans, goals and dreams were replaced by fear, despair and doubt.

When love was replaced by emptiness and hope exchanged for utter disbelief.

When we fail to find the end, when the pain seems to be a bottomless pit.

When friends turn into just somebody that we used to know.

When the world turned from bright and beautiful to dark and ugly.

life after dad

I lost half my heart the day he took his heart stopped. That morning brought the same anxiety felt previous days. We didn't know what the day had in store. He awoke with a slight fever his skin covered with a slight dew his breathing began to shallow becoming faint with every passing minute.