Don't you hear me knocking?
I thought you were my friend
I really want to talk to you,
Please, please let me in.
I tried calling you
But you don't hear me at all.
That text i sent to you just today
It appears you just ignored.
Perhaps you are struggling
Its what that makes this hard
I hoped we'd try together
But you've only put up your guard.
Since the day he died.
Life makes no sense to me.
The only thing that seems to come
Is silence next to me.
I had a dream again.
A different one this time.
you looked at me and said
I just don't have the time.
I thought it was just a dream
I see though it was true.
You may think I'm being silly
But I think I caught the clue.
I don't hear you knocking
There is no one at my door.
My house and phone are quiet.
The grief with me once more.
I thought you were my friend.
I think i was misled.
To all the contrary statements
Its your actions that are read.
Grief does funny things
It messes with me so.
Perhaps this is anger
I don't really know.