When you died, I thought you had left me Now I realise I'm forever changed as you will always be within meI carry you in every part of me
My mind cannot think as it's full of my memories of youIt now carries your thoughts, dreams and aspirations too
My eyes cannot see you, as with a veil of tears they're embossedI weep for us both now for the future we've lost
My voice cannot speak, as your voice is within meIt overwhelms my own telling me you love and miss me
My ears cannot hear anything around meAs I listen to your whispers of encouragement and your voice that guide me
My mouth cannot open for anyone to visibly seeas your lips are kissing me
My lungs cannot get enough air As I'm now breathing for us both in my despair My heart cannot beat the same as it's broken, its other half is with youIt's heavy as it's filled with your love and now beats for too
My stomach cannot be content with the food on my plateAs it's now digesting for us both and can't bear to see your empty plate
My arms & hands cannot move, as we are entwinedYour arms are hugging me and your hands are holding mine
My legs cannot walk without collapsing under meAs I'm carrying you with me
My soul cannot connect with this world in anything I doAs it's now connected with you
My being will learn to endure the pain of your loss as we are oneYou are within me, I carry you with me, you have not gone!
For Ste GBNF <3 x