You left and I could not follow
There was no note
No map of where you were
Just an empty life without you
I couldn’t throw rocks at your window
Couldn’t shout your name from the rooftops
Or take you in my arms
Just cry until the tears ran out
I’ve tried for years to relive the months you gave me
Faked passion where there was none
Lied to myself and too many others
Just to wake up missing you
I can’t keep doing this
Falling in love with your memory
Waiting for the one who left me
Just to hurt the ones who stayed
You left and I could not follow
I hated you for that
Because I love you more than life
And will until my death