I will never know you

I will never know you
see your smile or
hear you cry
kiss your tiny hands and feet

Your little brother
cannot play with you
or help me take care of you
and you will never grow up together

I am sorry my little angel
that I wasn`t able
to give you life
you are lost
you`re gone

grief will never end
I`m broken
unable to learn 
how to love again
how to trust again
how to believe in good
all anger I am 
but cannot seek revenge...