A Mothers Day Without You............

Whats a mother with out her baby?,
A warrior, a lunatic or even both maybe.
A mother missing her child on Mothers Day,
How do you explain the pain, there is no way.
To sit back and watch the families smile,
It's a hard pill to swallow like a mouth full of bile.
I miss what they have I miss what we shared,
Some walk around like nothing with out even a care.
While I sit back and watch alone and sad,
Thinking of the one mothers day we actually had.
Although your brother in my womb I carry,
Days like these for me could never be merry.
As I visit you every week at your grave,
Your life my Son I wish I could save.
So to my unborn son and my son in the sky,
I'll promise that today I'll try real hard not to cry.
But what am I without you?
I guess just a woman I prayed that I never knew.