I remember the day, that you were born.
You came to take the world by storm.
A zest for life, a smile to share
A giggle , a laugh - none could compare.
Forever, I thought you would be here;
Bringing love and bringing cheer.
But God said no, to my baby boy;
Took him from me , My life, my joy.
"Bring him back" I plead, I yell;
Forever more , I am doomed to hell.
Its how it feels, to a mother's heart;
How it is , now that we must part.
God decides or is it fate?
Is it luck as doctors state?
All I know, my baby boy;
Cancer robbed me of lifes big joy.
To watch you play, to see you grow;
To see you marry, and what you'd sow.
Memories , sweet memories,
that is what I have ;
An urn some ashe,
But not my lad.
I could be uplifting,
Could be enlightened
Could be happy,
But no - just frightened.
Your death hurts deeply to all who remain
Forever more , our lives have changed.
One day this numbness they say will subside..
Until that happens, I will cry.
(19 weeks and counting - Steven 2005)
