Please dont carry guilt while I'm in Heaven

  Hey there, it’s me, here up in Heaven.  I’ve seen that you are really struggling since the moment that I graduated to Heaven and I wanted to send you a quick note to ease your pain.  I know that you are carrying guilt with my passing and I really wanted to talk to you about that today.  Through my life that I shared with you, there are many memories that we made, some good, some great, and there were also some difficult moments, but through each and every moment, one thing remained the same and that is our love for one another.  The day and the way that I passed was but a blink of an eye compared the love that I left behind for you and our family and friends.  I want you to know that there is truly nothing that you could have done to change the day and way that I passed to Heaven.  I went to Heaven in My perfect timing and for that reason, you simply couldn’t have changed my graduation to Heaven.   I never died that day.  My soul was simply so perfectly beautiful that it had reached its soul’s growth that I had intended for myself long before I came to live this life with you, and that day, instead of dying, I simply Graduated to Heaven and on to the next part of my Life’s Eternal Journey.   All of the love in the world couldn’t have kept me from Graduating that day.  God truly didn’t take me from you, so please don’t be upset with him because he loves us all so much.  I know that you love me as well and Please know that I love you even more.

   You are so important in my legacy of life and that is why I chose you to share my life with.  Please carry with you the love that I left in your heart.  Try to Let go of the difficulties that we shared because those simply become lessons of love and growth for us all when we pass to Heaven some day.  I promise you that I am not carrying anger, pain, or frustration here with me in Heaven and so please let go of all that you are carrying that isn’t serving your smile in life.   I see you feeling guilty because you are still living life and you feel as though you have left me behind.  You feel I am missing out on life and all of the things that you and the family are doing and going through.  But, I want you to know that there isn’t one small detail of your life that I am missing out on from Heaven.  I see your milestones and your stumbles in this life and I support each and every moment that you live.  I am standing right at your side wiping the tears that you cry when you miss me so much.  I encourage your smile.  Those dreams you always wanted to reach in life, know that I am still reaching them with you from Heaven.  I know that you don’t have me there in the physical form, but, I want to teach you that you can begin to create a relationship with my soul now.  I hear the words that you speak to me.  I hear your thoughts that you think to me.  I try to answer you with signs from Heaven to let you know I am there with you.  I know, you want to know which signs to look for, but if I told you just one sign, then you would only look for that one thing and I am completely limitless when it comes to send you signs that I am around you from Heaven.  So, when you see a butterfly, know it is me.  If you see a cloud in the sky that takes your thoughts to me, that is mine too.  A rock that catches your eye on the ground, a coin, flickering lights, music on the radio, a gentle breeze, the stars at night…… There isn’t just one sign that I send you and if you haven’t yet seen my signs, that is okay.  I am sending you signs quite often to let you know I am near you, but sometimes your grief will cloud your ability to see the beauty that I am surrounding you with from Heaven.  Please know that is normal because it is hard to see beauty with tears in your eyes and those tears come from pure love and hey, that’s okay and don’t let anyone tell you different.  Your tears don’t hold me back in Heaven and they don’t make me sad because I simply can’t be sad in Heaven.  But, I am loving you through those tears and encouraging your smile until you find that light in your heart again that shined so brightly when I was there with you in life. 

  I want you to take a moment in honor of me before I let you go back to your day……  I want you to think of your very favorite memory of me in life.  I want you to walk through that memory and feel every ounce of love that it left in your heart.  I want you to breathe that love in through your nose and exhale your grief through your mouth as you re-live every second of that memory.  I want you to smile through that memory as if I was right there at your side, because I am, right there at your side at this very moment in spirit.  Do you feel me?  Yes, that is me there…… I am living that moment again with you.  Let’s do this together once a day until we mend your broken heart.  I never intended to leave you guilt, pain, or anger when I graduated to Heaven, so let’s see if we can replace some of that with my pure love instead. 

  I love you with all of me.  Love is when someone hands you a piece of your soul that you never knew you were missing and you and I each have a piece of each other’s souls that we will carry for always until we meet again someday in Heaven.  For now, live your life to its fullest potential.  Don’t just chase your dreams, I want to see you catch them! You are living life and that is not an easy thing to do.  It’s okay if you aren’t perfect, no one is and I love you just the way you are.

                                                            All Of My Love,

                                                  Me Up IN Heaven……………