Stages of a Lifetime

What happens to our Hearts besides the emotions that are attached and we feel as we try to deal with the stages of the healing process. For me it was the uncertainty of will my Heart ever heal, is the hole in the center stronger than the rest of my Heart and will it take over and make me weaker than I've ever been. 

While I struggled to ever try to understand, I lost myself. The concrete walls rose around me as I built protection to surround my heart from feeling more pain.Even though we may feel alone, we have never been by ourselves. I know God was there to lift me and allowed me to Lean on him, and stood with me to guide me on my way.

Whats truly amazing is seeing and feeling of the abundance of Blessings we receive when you least expect it. My faith has been restored and the concrete walls are starting to come down around me. I have yet to know all the answers that I still question but I know that the Blessings I've felt during my Loss, have been such a enormous gift. My Journey is not complete but till then I will seek to Bless others as I have been blessed during this Stage of my Lifetime