joni805

I was married to my husband for 33 years when he passed away October 18, 2013. The tentacles of his death reach down into every aspect of my life. I went back to working 2 jobs after it happened just to keep myself moving and functioning. Looking back on it, I'm not really sure how I did it. I just show up where I'm supposed to show up but there's not much enthusiasm for work or dealing with people when I'm always feeling this awful void.