My mind says he's gone
my heart says no.
I look for him
I listen for his voice
I miss sharing my day with him
I miss his endearing words
I miss his wisdom
My heart says he is here
My mind says he's not.
I cook, but can't eat
The food chokes me.
I can't sleep
I cry when I hear a certain song
I cry when a memory comes through
I cry out of loneliness
My mind says he's gone
My heart says it's not so.