Mothers Grief

I think losing a child, in the manner we did; planning his death,may have been more traumatic for my psyche - For a mother.  I can't resolve much. Or see life going forward willingly. It just does go on; Without my permission. So, I have no control; 

Grief can be described in best terms as being is like the ocean.. waves of water.Small ripples that lap at your toes,Then ones that rock you just a bit at your knees as you walk as little in, The bigger ones that topple over your head hit your stomach when it smacks against you