For me it's......

♥♥♥♥♥ After the funeral was all over and done everyone went home and moved on,
after the funeral I couldn't move on, for me I was in denial you were gone

My life now is forever changed.
His presence in my life was everyday.
With memories and reminders that flash in my brain

For me it's a nightmare, from which I can't awake.

For me I went home but my life wouldn't return.
It all changed the day God took Robert away..

For me it's finding pictures and videos to watch.

For me it's the wondering ,the what if's,
and why nots that keep me up all night.

For me it's a struggle both day and night.

For me it's the texts and the phone calls that won't come again.

For me it's loving him unconditionally and him same for me.

For me it's pulling up to the house and yelling his name to come help me with groceries or just to see his face.

For me it's the way I knew how much he loved me. I knew this because he told me everyday.

For me it's driving to Safeway and seeing him there playing his guitar.

For me it's knowing that won't happen no more.

For me it's looking out the kitchen window and seeing the shed but, not seeing him.

For me it's the noise that would drive me insane or the messes he left in the kitchen everyday.

For me it's the one chore he had, that he would always forget.

For me it's the wigging and the thrifying that we did together.

For me it's the words he came up with all the time, Foot-ed-ish, Fag-net-tic, the Stance, and Buzz-killing-ton that made me laugh till I cried.

For me it's the call that came late in night, the one that told me he was going to die.
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For me it's finding out how much we were alike. He told me I was the female version of him, and he was right.

For me it's how much that he loved his Dad, he still missed Daddy day and all the time that they shared. The times when it was just the two of them. I've never seen love like I did between them

For me it's the way we told each other everything. Things no one else knew.
We would say " they think they know but they don't know" cause we knew the truth

For me it's trying to live my life without him. He was more than my son he was my bestfriend. He always said he'd be here till the end.

For me it's waiting till I will be where he is.

For me it's buying the plot next to his

For me it's wondering if I'll see him again?

For me I'm still stuck back where I began.
For you my son my love has no end<3<3<3Forever