Speak up mommy can't hear you.

I wake up, sit up, feel a swift rush of air. 

Your whispers feel cold tonight, they're almost too hard to hear. Speak up please, mommy can't hear you so well. There is so much noise around you, I'm afraid I'll miss what you have to tell.  Come closer baby, I know your there. Come here honey, Snuggle me, Mommy is right here.  Me too.  I miss everything we never hadI still love you so much I grieve for moments we never  shared. I'm losing my mind and I don't care!