Words for the Journey

we said our love was everlasting but now your gone i cant touch you i cant kiss you my love for you is everlasting i can feel you i can talk to you our love is everlasting

Nothing takes away the sadness of the heart. Not time or good intentions or kind words. The deep sorrow has become a part of everyday life. Always felt as the seconds tick by and become days, months. One learns to live with what we have been given, but it does not ease the ache of loss. The sharp edges dull as time marches on.

Here's to our DateSometimes I sit and wonder how I'll make it through the day.Yet never in a million years, would I expect you'd want to stay.I know the place you're in far outweighs this place.But I can't begin to tell you how I long to see your face.

Dearest Bryan,

I can’t tell you how many times I have referred to this verse when my grief has paralyzed my body. I cling to His promise and pray for divine understanding.  I’ve taken a few weeks off from writing, because in all honestly I had nothing positive to write.

I know for me, it has been a long road and the Journeys is not over. While still feeling as if I don't know where I belong.  You don't really realize your alone till time passes you by and your not as numb but  after loosing someone so close to you can cause you to feel such a void inside.

One more day to see your smileOne more day to hear your voiceOne more day to say I love youOne more day to hear you say it backOne more day to kiss your lipsOne more day to give you hugsI wish for one more day but I'm not sure one more day would be enough....

  

The first year after Bobs death is a blur, so many firsts.  The second year was worse then the first as the reality of life without Bob set in completely.   I started dating way too soon.  I have made many mistakes but hopefully i have learned the lesson in it all.  Dating for a widow is fraught with many dangers, One being inexperience.   Most do not talk abo

October 6,2011… My husband is in his hospice bed in OUR room.    I knew time was short,  he spends much of his time in a altered state.  He is seeing things I cant see.   I wonder if he is seeing old friends  and  relatives that have already passed.   I ask God  to  let me know when his momen

The day my husband told me he was ready to go sent my mind to days gone by. I remember how I felt as we took our vows and danced at our reception. Bob could not dance so we went in circles, but I did not care I was in his arms and looking forward to a life with my husband.

I will never forget the trip to Barnes for the biopsy of the cancer in my husbands mouth.  We arrived as instructed and waited in the waiting room for Bob to be called.  I was looking around and the different cancer patients and recall thinking how i wish there was a magic cure for this thing called cancer.  One that would be without pain.